ayam masak butter

the boy and his thought

i'm home..maybe for a week i guess..haha

i need to accompany my dad..my mom and her siblings were doing their umrah.

actually, i've another mission, and it is today..i must do it..i've to.

i just hope, Allah help me and give me strenght to do what i've to do.

okay i just want to share about this video i've just watch in you tube, my beloved friend had shared it on fb..it's about kid named jacob who were autism. to me, he is so brilliant and smart. he teach me something new about einstein and newton. he said, those two people were not really genius, but they made a transition when they stop learning and start thinking so that they can create something new.

jacob had invented a new theory in astrophysics, and i think it's kind of cool since i'm not good in physics or any science subjects. jacob also said that instead study about the field we should be the field itself. ya!! i want to be a part of psychology, i don't want to just study about it, i a wanna be a part of it :)

but that will be a little problem...hahaha

kerana ALLAH

sukar dilafaz,
tapi itulah dirasa,
biar terukir di hijjaz,
biar jauh terbiasa,
namun sentiasa dekat berbekas,
malah ia ada,
cuma kadangkala terlepas.

indah,
rasa itu di sanubari,
tidak bisa dipisah,
malah terus subur ke sehari,
dengan izin yang esa lagi maha mengasihani.

kelak,
harap tidak kekok,
juga tidak jelak,
untuk menyebut kata yang satu,
aku sayang kamu.

tukang karut

langkah ku makin besar,
kerna bayang itu mengejar,
namun ia tersasar,
kerna aku sembunyi di balik batu kekar.

aku penakut,
dgn bayang kalut,
lalu aku berpaut,
pada kaki tukang karut.

aku mencari cahaya,
tempat bicara,
kongsi rasa di dada,
kerna tidak tertampung lagi rasa.

cahaya itu sentiasa ada,
ketika dihambat duka,
ketika luka,
ia tidak pernah memberi hampa.

saudaraku

ku hentikan senda seketika,
biar air mata meluah segala,
hati terus bicara,
manakala akal tak berhenti walau seketika.

teman,
terima kasih diucapkan,
atas kata semangat yg dititipkan,
menggunung harapan,
melangit impian,
tidak tercapai tanpa ingatan.

perjuangan akan diteruskan,
biar beribu halangan,
kau tetap datang,
dengan semangat,
dan kata2 hikmat,

kehadiranmu adalah hadiah,
paling indah,
dari ALLAH.

tidak ku cemburu,
bagi ku, kau adalah guru,
berkongsi ilmu,
menyampaikan seru.

moga ikatan ukhwah,
tidak rebah,
hanya separuh perjalanan,
meletihkan,
moga terus bertahan,
kerana kamu di sisi sbg peneman.

you

it is something,

i always saw it,

i thought..

where ever i go,

but i guess i'm wrong again,

i've made a mistake continuously,

it's really hard to find it,

it seems like they were everywhere,

and sometimes i never see it even once,

where is it actually?

how can i find it?

someone, please tell me,

it's hard to find it without any clue,
show me the true shape of it,
it's okay,
i'll wait here,
until forever,
until the true form reveal.

i'm here
just for awhile
it same goes to you
but to wait until then..
i'm so afraid to face the world alone,
so i prayed that HE must always be beside me,
accompany me,
and watch my back from harm,
even i'm alone,
HE's still there watching me,
guarding me.