you

it is something,

i always saw it,

i thought..

where ever i go,

but i guess i'm wrong again,

i've made a mistake continuously,

it's really hard to find it,

it seems like they were everywhere,

and sometimes i never see it even once,

where is it actually?

how can i find it?

someone, please tell me,

it's hard to find it without any clue,
show me the true shape of it,
it's okay,
i'll wait here,
until forever,
until the true form reveal.

i'm here
just for awhile
it same goes to you
but to wait until then..
i'm so afraid to face the world alone,
so i prayed that HE must always be beside me,
accompany me,
and watch my back from harm,
even i'm alone,
HE's still there watching me,
guarding me.

so far,
can't reach it,
but it's not impossible.

for now,
just watch it from afar,
like a stalker..

Berat

berat hati hamba,
tinggalkan selat melaka,
entah bila,
hamba akan kembali,
moga kelak sempat menabur bakti,
untuk anak bangsa sendiri.


hati masih menanti,
laksamana sunan yang dirindui,
walau tidak dikenali apatah lagi diketahui,
tapi hati ini tetap berjanji,
untuk sehidup semati.


teman datang dan pergi,
semangat rendah dan tinggi,
walau apa terjadi,
biar hamba tabah hadapi,
walau terpaksa sendiri.




~Pantai Klebang, Kuarters Sekolah Tunas Bakti, Selat Melaka~

berziarah ke istana melaka,

harapan mengubat rindu kepada di dia,

watak yang tidak pernah wujud,

namun tidak mustahil ada.

rindu hamba terubat jua,

biar hanya melihat tapak istana.

marah??
tapi mengapa?
fikiran celaru,
tingkah laku merapu.

bila hati dan akal tak sekata,
jiwa rasa terseksa.

merantau,
mencari sesuatu yang tak pasti,
dengan penuh pengharapan.

laksamana sunan,
diri mu dinanti,
dalam mencari redha illahi..